Pattern

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I don't know how to handle reality; this is my pattern, I repeat it. I don't know how to handle reality; this is my pattern, I repeat it. I don't know how to handle reality; this is my pattern, I repeat it. No one knows how to handle reality; this is our pattern, we repeat it.
Get up, make coffee, eat breakfast, eat lunch, work all day, party hardy, go to sleep, get up make coffee eat breakfast eat lunch work all day party hardy go to sleep getupmakecoffeeeatbreakfasteat lunchworkalldaypartyhardygotosleep gtpmkcfftbrkfsttlnchwrklldyprtyhrdygtslp
Until you vomit forth your own dizziness and sorrow with the pattern and go around saying to people
You You You You You You You You
You destroyed me, and you betrayed me, and you abandoned me. You destroyed me, and you betrayed me, and you abandoned me. You destroyed me, and you betrayed me, and you abandoned me. We destroyed each other, and we betrayed the world, and we abandoned ourselves.
Because this is the pattern: self-blame and passing the buck doesn't work because I am You and You are Me and if I blame Me, I'm only blaming You, and when You pass the buck to Me, You are only passing the responsibility back to Yourself.
And we all see this in rare instants, and we forget instantaneously and we go back to the pattern, reinforcing it, in self-absorption.
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